Its been a long time

Just hope someone still visit this blog, its been dead for a year. This is just a small tiny revive. Anyways, its been a long time since anyone here last posted, but thats not important anymore. This post here is not about any of the inspirational post. Just a personal post from me. Again, i don have a specific title of it, just some randomly important information or whatever u may call.

I will just start how we started by iscf. I don have a specific term to name the group, to me this is not a club, society, youth group or a church. More like family, but not just a family(sorry for the confusion). Anyways, i still remember 3 years ago, that was 2007 few weeks before my spm. By that time my old fren shas (who was the leader) came back from KL and started his form6 around that time before the exams. Some of u might not know, iscf has been existed for quite sometime, just that it disbanded and revive back again a few times. Currently i don know what happen to iscf now(the present), heard from some people that is already disbanded due to some reasons. Back to the point, so i was discussing with shas to start back iscf and we did 2 weeks after the discussion of our 1st meeting somewhere around september 2007.

That time the group was still very small, just few of us. Shas,karmen, charis, wendy and myself. I still remember the 1st meeting we did nothing more, just praying for vision. It was wonderful, as months went by, this group began to increase. Though i left for college on january, but my heart was still with this group very much, i come back for meeting whenever and however i can. Prior to that, the camp was intiated(that was for yacf camp 08), we formed the committees though some already left, but i still remember the time we had worked together. And this how the family grew.

Up to now, sometimes when i got free time i will just view some of the blogs that posted about their experinces in camp on 08 and 09. Is not so much about the camp, is about the time we spent together in 8 days. Friendships were built, some of the guys had some crush, etc etc. And very sorry for those who are not fitted in this family, maybe u belong somewhere, i don know, again thats not important. Its been great knowing everyone of u. Now some of u guys are my best frens i ever had, i still keep in touch with u guys(sorry for those who are not,i only can focus a few at the same time).

Iscf had/has been the great part of me during 08/09. Part of me still live there and part of me still died there(not sure whether is still alive or not). I still remember at the end of the year 08 and 09. U guys are the only companions i have, where i hang out with u guys the most occasionally and frequently. I didnt go back to my formal church due to my 1 church policy and lotsa things about it that i don wish to go back. There u guys were, some of u still with me. I appreciate that, i am glad that i am part of your life, hopefully now still is, u guys actually took away my boredoms, U might not know up to now i got nothing left in ipoh. The only reason why i still wanna go back to ipoh during 08 and 09 was mainly because of my family. Thats all i have left there, nothing much, partly of the food as well :-) But besides that, there were u guys still in ipoh, thats the big bonus and another main reason which gave me the reason to go back. Thanks so much.

I don know about u guys how u all feel, but to me that was everything at the moment. The pasar mlm time, sometimes lunch outing,sleepover,party and prayer meeting(was during 2008, intiation for the camp 09). It was fantastic, there was the bond still link(i don know about now). And ya, the caroling for christmas.

What i wanna say, things might have change, sometimes is painful for the memory to live on and is very hurt to hear that iscf is dead(just my assumption). Currently, im in elsewhere, still reflect back about the time alot. Is hurt at the same time is joyful. Significant moments still live on and will forever live on. I do realize some of u have changed alot that including me. But lotsa things i still cherish which was and is forever the same. End of this year(2010), not gonna be in Ipoh, will spend time here, not gonna spend time with u guys anymore.gonna be working, is actually the 1st time for so long that u guys are not here with me for my holiday. But what is the most significant at the same time heart breaking is the memory. I don think i gonna be any happier than be with u guys (whoever u are).

Thanks for letting me be part of your life and to those who made my days in ipoh wonderful and awesome [u guys know who u are :-)] I haven't been so expressive, everyone has their 1st. God bless u guys, to those who having problems and troubles, He is watching, something is wrong doesnt mean is wrong all the way. Continue to trust Him, ever feel like slacking just know when to come back and know how to stand back up.

Regards,
Shaun(ah Nien)
(served iscf from 2007-2009)